December 2009
18 posts
“How do I get better once Ive had the best?”
– Thinking of you K.P.
New Year's Determinatons
1. Not to think about calling, texting or doing whatever to get in touch with YOU[]
2. Not to skip any classes at school till April[]
3. To attend every extra classes even Maths[]
4. To take my every single subject at school serious in equal way[]
5. To writte my essays 2 or at least one day before the deadline[]
6. To read all books I havent read yet (school books)[]
7. To read books I need...
Don't ask me to explain why I love Michael...
dirtydianaa:
mj-rocks:
(via whosbaddd)
Hahahaha… this happened to me yesterday. I’m so agree with you.
STORY OF MY LIFE
And It Cuts Like A Knife...
So I’ve Learned That Love’s Not Possession And I’ve Learned That Love Won’t Wait Now I’ve Learned That Love Needs Expression But I Learned Too Late…
I need you back in my life… I cant stand this anymore.. I just cat..
Fine.
Ok, Ive just decided not to take things too personal, dont care bout others at all, bout what ive done in the past, how terrible harms i had made before, what those other fucking people think. I dont even know why the fuck am I writting this shit.
Oh geez.. You’ve pissed me off more than you think… Ive told you do what u want and still ure fucking offended. So ok this it.. Thats what...
If u only knew… If you only knew...
Oh God.. :'(
Oh my love, my darling I’ve hungered for your touch A long lonely time, And time goes by so slowly And time can do so much, You’re not mine anymore
But…
I need your love, I need your love Oh my love, my darling I’ve hungered, Hungered for your touch A long lonely time, And time goes by so slowly And time can do so much, You’re no longer mine, but… I need your...
“I love putting on costume. It’s neat to become another thing, another person....”
– Michael Jackson :’(
I'm still here...
I feel that Im dying. Not in the way I had felt before- not being able to breathe and so on. Not like Im having the worst day of my life and I actually long for death. I just.. I dont know.. I dont want it to sound weird, but I kinda have a feeling that the end is close. Its like Im not there… My body and sould apart..
I looked at the mirror a couple minutes ago and Im actually terribly...
“Relax, this won’t hurt you. Before I put it in close your eyes and count...”
– Morphine. MJ
MAKE IT STOP
I dont wanna come back there… I dont wanna be here either.. I just wanna disappear for good.. Just not to feel.. I dont even know how I feel at the moment. I have no idea what is real and what is not anymore. Why do I exist? Just to hurt and lose people I love? What was it all for? God I’m so fucking egoistic…
MAKE IT GO AWAY… MAKE ME FADE AWAY…
...
Forgive me Lord
Forgive me lord Please, those years when I ignored you, […] Help me lord, please To rise above this dealing,
Help me lord, please To love you with more feeling, At both ends of the road To the left and the right Above and below us Out and in, there’s no place that you’re not in Oh, won’t you hear me lord Hear me lord!!!!!!!!! Hear me lord!!!!!!!!!! Hear me lord!!!!!!!!!!!...
'Without the mask where will you hide?'
I need some place to hide. I wanna run away, go to bed and wake up in some other place, in some different body. I could beg someone to wash out my memories so I could start anew. Or I could ask God to let me re-born, cause I cant escape from this constant pain. It burns me inside every single day… Its getting harder and harder to exist, but thats the punish I gotta take…
I still reach...