Final goodbye
I dreamt about you… It was very weird dream, but it meant a lot to me… I found ur last.fm account at my friend’s list and then I saw the request from you. I accepted it, knowing that u wouldnt know that its my account, because I began to listen to different music after our break up and I didnt use my own pic. So I thought it would be a good opportunity to have u back in my life even though u would consider me as a complete stranger.
We began to talk and all of sudden ‘last’ became some sort of msn and we started to have a normal convo. Soon you called me with the first letter of my name which put me in total state of shock. I asked u how had u known it was me, how ud recognized me and u said it was bacause of one song which were shown on my ‘msn’. Then I asked you why u talked to me so normaly as if all those things, all this time hadnt happened at all. You replied that you still loved me and suddenly u got out through the screen, placed ur hands on my cheeks and gave me the kiss.
That was when I woke up, wishing all of this could come true… :’(
I deleted all of ur text messages and ur number from my phone… I read some of them again and it brought back memories and this special feeling I cant actually describe.. I felt as if u were back in my life, but in the same time I realized that its definitely over… I dont know i feel ver weird at the moment..
Maybe this dream was some kind of final goodbye..


