I experienced way more during last 2 years than during all my existence. And it took away an enormous piece of me and I will for sure spend the rest of my life to fill that hole. I feel terrible, cause I’ve gotten more out of this relationship than you and shouldnt be like this… It was supposed to be totally different.. It all went so wrong.. so fucking wrong..  But there’s nothing I can do about it anymore.. I just gotta LET IT BE.